Bio
Name: Daniel Robert Lance Big Plume
Nickname: Saturnyne
Birthday: May 3, 1980
Age: 26
Sun Sign: Taurus
Moon Sign: Sagittarius
Chinese Zodiac: Monkey (Born)
Height: 170 cm
Hair Color: Black
Eye Color: Brown
Status: Single
Favorites
Color: Blue
Food: Chicken
Animal: Cat
Anime: Sailormoon
Show: CSI
PJ's: Sweatpants/ T-shirt
Pokemon: Porygon
Website: NHB Radio
My Linux Desktop
Current Moods
Song: Dog's A Best Friend's Dog
Links
Official Sins Of Science Homepage
Space-Kitten.Org
Wing Commander CIC
Tears For Fears
Contact
Email: saturnyne1d@netscape.net
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Wednesday, April 03, 2002
6:22 PM I hate being male. I literally hate it. Not only is it hard to "control hormones" as it were, I also have to deal with intense physical things that amount to a lot of pain, and lead to a lot of emotional stress. As we're young, we're taught to respect women. Which is fine, and I certainly respect them. As we grow into adulthood, we're taught to bow down to them, and treat them specially, down to the point where we have to review our own words and phrases mentally before saying them around women. As fathers, men even get shafted. In the future, when I settle for some other girl should I not end up with Jaymie, a divorce will ensue, and I'll be the one stuck without the kids. Then I go from the title of "father" to "wallet". I'll get to see my own progeny so long as I pony up the dough each month, and even then it's every two weekends for two-day long stays. Finally, my own biology makes me hate being male. As a young (probably) fertile male human, my body is producing the necessary cells to create new human life. However, my body has this monthly period where it kicks into overdrive. All that happens is I get moody and frustrated, and I end up being in a lot of physical pain. Sure, this is incredulously personal, but I don't care. No one made you sit there and read this, so you didn't have to. I needed to say these things, and I'm done. I love you, Jaymie.
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