Bio
Name: Daniel Robert Lance Big Plume
Nickname: Saturnyne
Birthday: May 3, 1980
Age: 26
Sun Sign: Taurus
Moon Sign: Sagittarius
Chinese Zodiac: Monkey (Born)
Height: 170 cm
Hair Color: Black
Eye Color: Brown
Status: Single
Favorites
Color: Blue
Food: Chicken
Animal: Cat
Anime: Sailormoon
Show: CSI
PJ's: Sweatpants/ T-shirt
Pokemon: Porygon
Website: NHB Radio
My Linux Desktop
Current Moods
Song: Dog's A Best Friend's Dog
Links
Official Sins Of Science Homepage
Space-Kitten.Org
Wing Commander CIC
Tears For Fears
Contact
Email: saturnyne1d@netscape.net
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Saturday, August 09, 2003
9:24 PM I took a nifty test at Mind Media, and these are my results: Brain Usage Profile Auditory : 43% Visual : 56% Left : 47% Right : 52% Daniel, you exhibit an even balance between left- and right- hemisphere dominance and a slight preference for visual over auditory processing. With a score this balanced, it is likely that you would have slightly different results each time you complete this self-assessment quiz. You are a well-rounded person, distinctly individualistic and artistic, an active and multidimensional learner. At the same time, you are logical and disciplined, can operate well within an organization, and are sensitive towards others without losing objectivity. You are organized and goal-directed. Although a "thinking" individual, you "take in" entire situations readily and can act on intuition. You sometimes tend to vacillate in your learning styles. Learning might take you longer than someone of equal intellect, but you will tend to be more thorough and retain the material longer than those other individuals. You will alternate between logic and impulse. This vacillation will not normally be intentional or deliberate, so you may experience anxiety in situations where you are not certain which aspect of yourself will be called on. With a slight preference for visual processing, you tend to be encompassing in your perceptions, process along multidimensional paths and be active in your attacking of situations or learning. Overall, you should feel content with your life and yourself. You are, perhaps, a little too critical of yourself -- and of others -- while maintaining an "openness" which tempers that tendency. Indecisiveness is a problem and your creativity may not be in keeping with your potential. Being a pragmatist, you downplay this aspect of yourself and focus on the more immediate, obvious and the more functional
12:02 AM Last night was the worst night of sleep I've ever had in my life. I was plagued with nightmares all night, and even woke up screaming at one point. After that, I just kept waking up and waking up and waking up. When I finally got out of bed, my ISP was down. All in all, this was not a good day. What's more, my mother seems diametrically opposed to smiling or having any form of fun until I'm working again. I don't hate my life, I'm just having a tough time lately. Haven't seen Becca all day either, which is adding to things. Ugh.
Wednesday, August 06, 2003 5:51 PM I went to see my psychologist today, and I mentioned that it's been a year and some since my last suicide attempt. Both he and I agreed that I should find some way to commemorate the event in a way that would allow me to gain closure on the event and the person that I once was. I figured I'd write a song. Since music is my creative outlet, and I want to say good-bye to the destructive part of me, I'm going to write a song that helps me gain this closure. I don't know how it's going to go just yet, but I'll have some ideas soon. I always have ideas. Which is a good thing! Let's see... mom's uber bitchy about me getting back to work, which is understandable. I need to get out there working again so I can start bringing home more money. After all, I do have Soul Calibur II, F-Zero GX and Mario Golf Toadstool Tour for the Game Cube to look forward to, so I've gotta get money soon. Hey, if you're reading this and you work for Guest-Tek, put in a good word for me! I've submitted a resume (Need a cover letter, ack!), and I want to get a job there! That would be so sweet. Both to have the job, and sweet of you to put in a good word for me. I love you, Becca.
Tuesday, August 05, 2003 9:57 PM Hmm... Becca found something out that was quite upsetting to her just before work. She harmed herself as well... which I'm mad at her for, but that's no big deal... it'll pass in time. What kind of upsets me more is that one minute, she's upset about it, and a minute later, she's just fine. Happy and bouncy and yay. It's good that she's happy, but I wonder if she's just putting her negative feelings away and denying them, or if she's genuinely over it. I have no reason to suspect she's lying or anything, I'm just left wondering. I love you, Becca.
Monday, August 04, 2003 5:44 PM I've got a new desktop pic. Click on the link to the left to see. Also changed my favorite site. It's not that Tainted Innocence isn't a favorite of mine, I just want to avoid awkwardness when it mentions me. Like the last time I read it. I love you, Becca!!!!!!!!!!
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